My Tragedy

I wish I could go back to the time when it was still okay to love you…

Minsan narinig kong kinakanta mo, " I’ll bleed myself dry for you"

Sabi mo sa ‘kin noon, "don’t worry, I’ll always be beside you"

pero iniwan mko…

I was YOUR bastion of reason in this world you called mad,

YOU even told me, I was the haven of YOUR soul sa gitna ng mga problemang hinaharap mo… I think it all held true…

until you decided to leave me behind…once again…

I’ve been walking around all day,
Thinking.
I think I have a problem,
I think I think too much.
I’ve been taught to hold back my tears,
And avoid them.
But you make pain into something I could touch.

I’ve been walking around all day,
Laughing.
I think I’d be better off without you here.
And I bet you’re sweet and hard to get over.
So I’ll cry and people will stop and stare.
Now that’s okay.
Let them stop and stare.

Cause I am fragile.
I am hopeless.
I’m not perfect.
But I am free.

I’ve been walking around all day,
Waiting.
And waiting is all I seem to do.
Cause I never get it unless I’m fed it.
But this time i’ll just have to.
Yeah this time i’ll just have to.

Say you’re not around, Am I finished?
If you’re not around, thats too bad.
Hope youre safe and sound, not alone now.
Cause you know I believe in you.

so long then..until we meet again…